TOO much happiness

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avenet tum ho kya 

hanji app kon

bahut jaldi bhul gaye hahaha

maine pahchana nahi 

mai vo hi hu jisne tum naam dyia AVENET THAKUR 

MERI ANKHE NAAM HO GAYI THI . MAI SMAJH GAYA THA KI MAI KISKE KE SATH BAAT KAR REHA HU . MERE DIMAG MAI VO SARRI YAADE WAPES CHALNE LAGI .

UNKA MERE SATH MAJAK KARNA 

HAMARI KISI BHI TOPIC PAR OPINION NA MILNA 

unka mujhe first time bike sikhana 

aur jab koi meri complaint karta tha ki apka ladka bahut tez bike chalata wali baat par gussa karna 

after some seconds

arre phone disconnect kar dyia kya   papa ne bola 

papa app maine bola 

mujhe laga tumne phone disconnect kar dyia hai. Mai to khud tumahari mummy ko khne wala tha ki usne call hi disconnect kar di 

sorry papa    

sorry kis baat ki beta . kabhi papa mummy se bhi sorry mangte hai pagal . AUR BATA kya kar reha tha tu bahut bate karni hai tujh se 

papa sab kuch khattam ho chuka hai 

matlab kya khattam ho gaya hai . Job mai kuch dikat hai kya ?

mane job to kab ki chod di hai 

kab chodi 

7-8 month ho chuke hai 

kyu beta  aur kyu chodi tune job itni to achi pst par tha tu fir kyu 

papa mai avvani ke jane ke baad bahut hi tut gaya tha kuch bhi samagh nahi ata tha kya karu kya nahi or job par bhi achhe se dhyan nahi de pa reha tha  kuch bhi samagh nahi aa reha tha ,AUR vaise bhi apko pata hai ki jab bhi mujhe samagh nahi atti koi bhi chez to mai usse chod hi deta hu 

or ajj dekhlo mujhe kaha hu mai .EK dam zero kuch nahi bacha mere paas 

tension lene ki jarrurat nahi tujhe teri family abhi hai .AGAR tujhe bada kar sakti hai tujhe pairo par khada kar sakti hai to tujhe agge bhi puri madad karne ka daam rakti . vaise vo baat alag hai ki hum tujhe ab bacho ki tarah utha nahi sakte lekin teri madad rakhne ka pura damm rakte hai   hahaha

nahi papa uski jarurat nahi hai .. maine apna ek business start karne ka faisla start kiya hai 

bahut badyia mujhe ye hi sunana tha mujhe . mujhe pata hai ki mera beta jis chez ko haath lagata hai vo chez ko pura kar ke hi chodata hai 

vo to hai 

aur kya tunne jab avvani ko girlfriend banana tha to tune sarri hadde paar kardi thi 

kya paisa kya bike ki geddyia kya jakects aur vo teri perfume ki ollection jo tune kharidi thi . alag alag din alag perfume 

haa papa mujhe pata hai app to jab dekho mujhe sharminda karne ki koi kasar nahi chodte ho 

 hahaha vo to hai 

chall yele apni mummy se baat karle kab se mujhe kah rehi hai meri bhi to baat karao

haa karao na please 

hello avenet kaisa hai beta aur kya hua tujhe tune to kabhi phone bhi karne ki nahi sochi . hum itne burre hai kya 

nahi nahi mummy kya bol rahe ho app logo ne aisa kya kyia jo mai aapse naraz hounga 

acha acha ab ye bata tune naukri ku chod de aisa kya ho gaya 

mai sab bataunga lekin pahle mujhe ghar anne ke lyie kaho ge ya nahi 

tu pagal hai kya tera hi to ghar hai jab anna chahe tab aa hum koi thode hote hai tujhe mana karne wale 

sahi mai haha acha suno jara papa ko phone dena 

deti hu ruk .. HELLO ha avenet bol beta 

papa vo mai ghar anne ki soch reha tha aur ..

beta mai janta hu ki tujhe kya chahyie par ek sahrat hai . jab tu ayyega to tujhe hamare sath ek weekend tour par chalana padega 

par papa kam 

arre kam ka kya haiAPNA vo purana laptop bag le ayio 

apka abhi tak yaad ahi mere vo laptop bag 

aur kya merea dimag to abhi jawan hai bas thodi sakal se bhi old ho gaye ACHA sun tune apna account to block nahi kar rekha 

vo kyu papa 

kuki paise to mai ussi mai hi dalwanuga naa 

haha nahi kyia papa

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homeless feeling

after laughing session this is the time to be serious for my new life . 

i open my mail . their are a lot of mails srom my x company hr and md of that company 

and their are some mail which are from my family 

it was looking strange for you all but this is truth 

when my left me alone . i started feel left out and beacuse of this i seperated with my family and friends and also with my job work. i start living alone and dark 

i change my number my home and my car also 

i block all my social media account except my mail 

i dont know why i dont block my mail also that time

i entered into whole new darkness of my life and adopt wine and beer with me 

i think when someone which was as important as my life left you out in greedy world .

and for living in this world you only need some of the cash and a bottle of wine everyday 

i start searching for invester for funds to start my own startup

because i was the executive manager in finance depeartment in my x company i know some of the few investers which i think can give me some help 

it was not a new startup as their are so much of competition in this business 

but i have a new type of idea and that idea was diffrent and give a lot new option in my new startup 

so i find some of the invester numbers 

i dialed some of them .but they dont give that much of satisfaction and some of them are not getting my idea 

they feel that this idea is flope and i should hangup that idea and start thinking about new ideas and a new startup

i was so disappointed and start thinking to drop my idea and start doing something new 

close my laptop and take a long breathe 

after 5 min i again i opened my laptop lid 

there is a new mail 

i opened my inbox and click on that mail 

in that mail there is a number and a message 

I HOPE YOU ARE ALIVE AND READING MY MESSAGE  AND CALL ME IF YOU WANT ANY HELP 

THAT NUMBER was looking familiar for me and i think that i know that number 

so i called on that number 

their is a callertune HUM SATH SATH HAI 

after 10 second call was picked 

hello with a deeper voice 

kon bol reha hai  dusari side se awaz ayi

WILD OLD MEMORIES

👭

its been a year or more i never date a girl .

i put that frame on table and agin go for searching of my laptop charger. after 5 min of searching i find my laptop charger near my bed drawing table .it was not in good condition as their a lot of cuts on that wire of it .but beacuse their is only some cut i fixed that with black tape and went to living room and start charging my laptop 

aftr that i agin went to kitchen for completion of my left work their . after cleaning of kitchen i put all the unwanted trash into a polythene and put it outside my apartment . in that trsh their are lot of wine bottle there and some slices of old pizza and other trash then after i came to my bedroom and clean my bedroom 

the bedsheet was unchanged for a year and they looked as un hygiene as me 

i putoff that bedsheet from bed and went toward my almerah and on the floor their a lot of used condoms and packets of unsed condom 

in a year i do lot of night stands with those girl which i don't know about their names and someof them are even worse as don't remeber from where i picked them and where are they are from .

how selfish and despirated i was looking from your point of interset but that as iam after her death and i was so much of obsessed with my wife that every girl for is she and i was finding that vibes and touch from every girl i mste in club or their on the road and when i dont find that vibes on this girls i pushed them all from my body and said them to get lost 

in some of the night satnd i also got kicked ,slaps and their sandals on my faces 

i came out from my past incidents and again start my room cleaning 

after 4 to 5 hours i cleaned my apartment completely. now my appartement was looking like as it was looking few year back 

simplictic pretty and familiar also 

as familiar as it was looking when we both are living after marriage 

it was around 3 am midnight i locked my apartment and went back sit on my sofa and put my laptop on that table in front of me. 

i turn on my laptop. after few second i was there on my home screen of my laptop and their a wallpaper is their of me and my wife with handcuffs in her hand. i laugh a lot when i saw that wallpaper 

i never forget that memories  and that incident. because at that day we saw that movie which i remember was FIFTY SHADES OF GREY. in that movie their is a scene where they use that handcuffs to do rough sex a nd after that her mind was like i have to do this thing now so we went down to a adult store and purchase that handcuffs and went back to room . and then she take a selfie of it and said to me that whenever you see this picture you always LAUGHING ON THAT PHOTO

CONT.. IN NEXT BLOG 

BEGINNING OF HAPPINESS'

 AFTER A LONG TIME I REALISED THAT HOW IMORTANT IS THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR US AS THEY PLAY A MOJOR ROLE IN OUR HAPPINESS OUR MOOD AND OUR RELATIONSHIP 

i even dont know as when i meet my friends and family last time and also when i make my last friend as my best friend 

how much i was alone and depressed without friends 

no family no job no work nothing was happening in my life for last 1 year and now my money is also flow out 

just 30k a car and a apartment that's it '

now i really think i should leave all things a side and start  a new carrer 

should i do startup that is the first through which comes in my mind but another side of my mind there is also a through that how i start my start by having just 30k in my account and no people in my life 

as i think all of this her friend came out from icu 

i think she was relax and calm she come to me and said sorry 

sorry for what     i said 

sorry for mis behave with you i dont know that you help my friend and take her to this hospital   

oh thats my duty to help her . now how is she . is she is all right    i said 

yeah now she is out of danger you can also meet her     she said 

no no that's alright i will meet her next day giver her some rest for some time    i said 

okk as your wish .. i think you are tired now take some rest at home  she said 

i stood up from the chair and after saying good night to her i moved out from the hospital 

as my car was breakdown i ordered a cab from the hospital to apartment  but in app it was showing alomost 15 min to arrive at hospital i saw there a vacant chair .i moved toward that chair and sit there the thoughts are again again coming in my mind about my new opportunity new life 

after 15 min my cab arrived  i sit  d ride toward my home . after 10 min driver said sir you have arrived to your destination . at that time i was sleeping in cab because of the injection that doctor inject in my body was very strong so i was feeling sleepy and tired as driver speak i waked up and said how much for the ride 

200 rs sir .i take out wallet and him the money and come out from the cab ..

 everything is not so easy and not so soft to do they need effot and hardwork and both this doesn't belong to mine at that time . 

i think i need a sleep and wait for the next day to start but my heart i dont know what was going on that time but it say that you can start your day today and now and dont have to wait for the next day 

i open the door of my room and finding my laptop that time i was so much of hurry and so much of despriated as without laptop i dont live and definatly i will die right now . after 3minute of workout in my apartment i found my laptop in bathroom shelf with a connected headphone connected to my laptop and a incognito tab opened in my laptop i dont know hen i left my laptop in bathroom eith a incognito tab opened  i take my laptop from their and went to my galley of my apartment . in my drawing room was a mess . i dont find any of the palce where i place my laptop and start my work . there is bottles of beers and pizza boxes everywhere . so i decided to first clean up my mess and then satrt my work for the next project i moved outside of my apartment for finding he finding of browm at the end i found a browm . i was such a dumb guy that time that i don't know how to use that browm for cleaning of my apartment but any how i definatly want to clean my apartment that night only so i took that browm and went to my apartment and start cleaning my apartment as soon as possible . so i start my cleaning from the very important part of my apartment and that is my kitchen. i went their and start cleaning my utensils first their is so much of utensil their that my find very dificult to clean but i have to clean my apartment and it was already  very late . after utensil cleaning went back to the living room and think about charging my laptop because i think i should charge my laptop  a little bit for the working of laptop so i start find my laptop charger here and there but i didn't find my laptop charger so i start finding my charger a little with my style so i went to my bedroom and look down the bed and start searching my laptop charger their but at last i find a photo frame of her .

how beautiful she was looking in that photo holding her engagement ring in her hand knee down and propose me 

what a beautiful moments that was when she was purposing me and her word was WILL YOU MARRY ME MR CEO! 

AND I WAS AT THAT TIME WAS SO MUCH OF CONFUSED AS WHAT I SAY NOW  

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